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Victim of My Thoughts prod by White Shadow

from Eternal Sunshine of an Emo Mind by Tre-L

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lyrics

Verse 1
Sometimes, not even looking be surprised at what you find
Rare diamond in the mine, brush it off to see it shine
Covered up, so with time increased the pressure
Wondered when it’d see the light,
More and more appearing never…
Lo and behold, the tragedy unfolds,
Constant catastrophe, eventually it grows old
The catharsis, Tre becomes a marksman
Sniping all opponents that will dare appear a threat
To the moments that I’m holding
Not yet broken, or a mess…
Mind the culprit, kneeling on the pulpit
Imagine if we started out as equals holding one wish,
But we aren’t, so my mind is like a guardsman
Who’s lethargic, letting those who harm in
Not anymore, see the giant has awoken
Mightier than Thor with a vision that is focused
Its been in front of me but finally gets noticed

Hook x2
One side pulls, go with the force
I’m a victim of my own thoughts
Had enough of content with being lost
So I triumph over all of my thoughts

Verse 2
Might sound strange but every day begins a battle
Just to make it through the day without feeling like a coward
Better yet not to feel the inner rage
Constant state of frustrate but keep it off my face
Flip a coin now I tower over Everest
Fill the void that’s been hiding where my head rests
Living for my betterment instead of my depression
Easy walk until you find your feet cemented
Mental needs replenishment, beverage won’t suffice
Going down this road again I’ve seen so many times,
Cycle ensues, a neverending blue
Searching for the green but can’t seem to find the hue
Beyond dazed and I’m miles past confused
But it somehow also makes sense, tackle down the anguish
No more self-destruction, hit the timer on the bomb
Tre’s a little stronger, ‘nother day to carry on

Hook x2
One side pulls, go with the force
I’m a victim of my own thoughts
Had enough of content with being lost
So I triumph over all of my thoughts

Verse 3
They say walk a man’s shoes, I say live in one’s head
Only then could understand all the madness,
You see from my vantage,
I’m a savage being captive by the sadness,
Turns to anger so internally I ravage
Downside is depressive but the plus is when I’m manic
Catch me high amongst the trees, as I dangle from the branches
On top of the world a surge of strong power
Brain that’s working with me, speaking words that will empower
Channel is set, the frequency is tuned
A mind that is wrecked can always be renewed
One day at a time, for me more like the minutes
My naivety’s increasingly forsaken me a cynic
Not that I wanna be, nothing like a wannabe
Always been myself
Problem is that person bothers me
Fighting myself and this match is for the belt
And I’m making sure the winner won honestly,
No more of the mockery

Hook x2
One side pulls, go with the force
I’m a victim of my own thoughts
Had enough of content with being lost
So I triumph over all of my thoughts

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from Eternal Sunshine of an Emo Mind, released December 11, 2021
Produced by White Shadow, sound clip from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

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