A neverending journey on a search to find myself, Never being one to ask for help, So internally I’ve dealt with many struggles, Walked away from many puzzles, ‘Cuz the voices in my head I haven’t yet learned how to muffle Gained wisdom which in turn becomes my muscles What’s the point if I remain inside a bubble? No longer a need in being subtle, Hit the runway like a shuttle Swear I’m aiming for the stars once the pilot hits ignite Take flight and for once not in my dreams Like a butterfly with very brand new wings, Notion has to settle that my mental can surpass through any level, Very capable of soaring once I’m finally in the vessel It’s the getting there, Underlying fear Of my being to succeed it makes me scared And I can’t control it, But I give my best attempt to get a hold of it Up and down then up again, A neverending pogo stick Growing tiresome, A burden on my legs Like I wanna stop but something makes me stay, Confined to the pain ‘Til I finally find the strength to break away, Come to find I’m losing steps the more I gain What’s wrong with my brain?? Get a hold Tre, pull yourself together A good pilot I’m gon’ land despite the weather I’m striving for better Slight delay but it’s better late than never, Or some other dumb cliché Searching for the sunrays Torn when once I find it Cuz the image I envisioned beautiful but makes me blinded, No closing my eyelids Time is of the essence, but I still continue stressing, Vocal point is negative instead of counting blessings, Still I feel as if no one can hear my message so I travel by myself with little friendships, Align it with fences, Pick and choose to whom I let through pass the guards, Posted up because I have a fragile heart Enough scars, don’t need anymore wounds Problem is the slightest pressure makes a bruise, Hanging my noose, Or in the process, pick through what is nonsense, Stop myself before I end up in a fatal consequence, Don’t get it twisted love my presence on earth, But sometimes I get engulfed by all the hurt, No option to turn, Lack decisions, searching for my wisdom, See it in the distance becomes clouded in my vision, Come to find, in fact was never blind Mighty dark but light was there entire time Eternal the sunshine It thrives even in an emo mind, In a land where only strongest survive, Trust I’ll stay alive Sometimes life will throw you a wrench, Key in turn’s to use the tool to make a bench, No more pondering about events thats never been, Unless the thought portrays the girl to win, If so, let the story begin…

Verse 1 I done sat amongst the rain, felt the pain begin to pour As the flooding took a reign, so emotions I endured Started yearning for a change cuz my soul was growing sore Another endeavor, another closed door So I’m back at square one again, need a fresh start Not tryna sit here wonderin’ bout people’s empty hearts And the fact that I have one that’s way too big, Take and they take, all I know is how to give Such a shame to see a poor soul, pockets so rich Lead them to the water, can’t make ‘em wanna fish So when others say fuck it, me I’m going all in Bring on the buckets I’mma turn it to a win Not the type to sacrifice a man down, ask how? Because I’ve awoken my eyes are wide open And if you know it, no excuse to act ignorant Finally reached the day where it’s ok to be indifferent Verse 2 A sky so gloom from a sky so blue Mind state doomed, ensue monsoons Thunderous booms, click clack shatters Lightening cues, hearts go patter And I’m questioning why does it even matter? Chitter and the chatter follows after Then of course there’s a quake, Right as you start to think there’s a break Take a couple more shakes, Nightmares even when I’m awake, so tell me I should focus on the positives Instead of being hopeless, entertaining empty promises Tell you what the problem is… Well I would but I don’t know… No boat in the middle of the ocean As I try to stay afloat and accept the fact I’m broken Feelings are greater the moment they are spoken For this reason have a gate that never opens Requires a code that hasn’t been wroten Verse 3 Hard to see the sun when it’s trapped behind a cloud Even harder when it stretches on for miles And the only thing you’re craving is to smile, Talkin’ bout that feeling deep inside, genuinely worthwhile Got expressions and contentment of a child Innocent, and naïve to what life has up its sleeve Unaware of the disaster that it brings Others like to watch, scheme and plot Take it from your neighbor In the end we’re all we got so how can you deny a favor? Still they do, willingly ignorant to the truth More me, less you, no interest trading shoes Maintain a tunnel vision, Always playing victim doesn’t get you any wisdom So I suggest that it’s best we keep our distance I reek of silver linings, you’re what causes my existence I’m excelling to a place that is lifted

Verse 1 Sometimes, not even looking be surprised at what you find Rare diamond in the mine, brush it off to see it shine Covered up, so with time increased the pressure Wondered when it’d see the light, More and more appearing never… Lo and behold, the tragedy unfolds, Constant catastrophe, eventually it grows old The catharsis, Tre becomes a marksman Sniping all opponents that will dare appear a threat To the moments that I’m holding Not yet broken, or a mess… Mind the culprit, kneeling on the pulpit Imagine if we started out as equals holding one wish, But we aren’t, so my mind is like a guardsman Who’s lethargic, letting those who harm in Not anymore, see the giant has awoken Mightier than Thor with a vision that is focused Its been in front of me but finally gets noticed Hook x2 One side pulls, go with the force I’m a victim of my own thoughts Had enough of content with being lost So I triumph over all of my thoughts Verse 2 Might sound strange but every day begins a battle Just to make it through the day without feeling like a coward Better yet not to feel the inner rage Constant state of frustrate but keep it off my face Flip a coin now I tower over Everest Fill the void that’s been hiding where my head rests Living for my betterment instead of my depression Easy walk until you find your feet cemented Mental needs replenishment, beverage won’t suffice Going down this road again I’ve seen so many times, Cycle ensues, a neverending blue Searching for the green but can’t seem to find the hue Beyond dazed and I’m miles past confused But it somehow also makes sense, tackle down the anguish No more self-destruction, hit the timer on the bomb Tre’s a little stronger, ‘nother day to carry on Hook x2 One side pulls, go with the force I’m a victim of my own thoughts Had enough of content with being lost So I triumph over all of my thoughts Verse 3 They say walk a man’s shoes, I say live in one’s head Only then could understand all the madness, You see from my vantage, I’m a savage being captive by the sadness, Turns to anger so internally I ravage Downside is depressive but the plus is when I’m manic Catch me high amongst the trees, as I dangle from the branches On top of the world a surge of strong power Brain that’s working with me, speaking words that will empower Channel is set, the frequency is tuned A mind that is wrecked can always be renewed One day at a time, for me more like the minutes My naivety’s increasingly forsaken me a cynic Not that I wanna be, nothing like a wannabe Always been myself Problem is that person bothers me Fighting myself and this match is for the belt And I’m making sure the winner won honestly, No more of the mockery Hook x2 One side pulls, go with the force I’m a victim of my own thoughts Had enough of content with being lost So I triumph over all of my thoughts

Verse 1 Don’t have to say it, I could see it on your face Just your presence is my warm escape Don’t need the jewels, never one for luxury, Knowing that you trust in me is more than all these bums can see, Not no puppetry, talkin out my own mouth, Would hide it back then, but dammit I’m all grown now Wanna see you smile, know it’s me who drives you wild Game of scrabble, lost amongst the battle, Thinking you should throw the towel, better think again More than lovers we’re the best of friends The ying to my yang, boom to my bang, No mean to insult but Pinky to my Brain, Not because you’re stupid, quite the opposite in fact When combined it’s like you strive where I lack… But it’s more than just a word Feeling so resplendent, Drawn in by your aura I just find it so refreshing Hook x2 Baby, I ain’t afraid to say it Heart’s in good hands cuz I promise not to break it And you give what I deserve It’s that special four letter word Verse 2 Not too many who I often can connect with, Might be friendly but fall short at making friendships, You’re the exception, practice no deception, Yeah I got G, for you it stands for genuine Often hesitant when speaking how I feel, Not on the fence, I’m just tired of catching bad deals Lost in the field, withered is my shield Cuz the battle’s everlasting so don’t get a chance to heal, Yeah I’m damaged but we both have flaws, Long as you can see through mine, the way I do yours And we may argue but can’t fathom parting from you, Plus we both know, it’s me who’s always logical Tissel and tassel, feeling oh so magical Never get enough of you so never on sabbatical, Don’t need a rest, what I need is to confess You’re the culprit who has stolen my chest, Little more, nothing less Hook x2 Baby, I ain’t afraid to say it Heart’s in good hands cuz I promise not to break it And you give what I deserve It’s that special four letter word Verse 3 I ain’t perfect, told you that from the jump And you made it perfectly clear, it’s me you still want But my guard always gets the best of me, Like my heart’s always in a game of hide and seek When it’s caught, often ends in remorse Long nights, deep thoughts Wondering where I went wrong, I don’t wanna have to feel it again, Cuz it grows tiring of always playing pretend, But you’re a gamble that I’m willing to place Talkin’ all bets in, got my heart at stake (what else) Turn my cowardness to brave, the spark to my flame I’ll stop now cuz I could go on for days Just discussing how you put me in a daze, Can’t cease to amaze me with your ways, Drawn in upon your gaze, Feel connected every single time we lay, You brighten my day, I can’t find the words to really explain… Hook x2 Baby, I ain’t afraid to say it Heart’s in good hands cuz I promise not to break it And you give what I deserve It’s that special four letter word

Verse 1 Tre-L Go and do it, pull the bullet from my blindside Stuck within my spine creates an emo state of mind Thought I lost my sunshine, found that it’s eternal Use my rhyme book as a journal cuz the thoughts begin to curdle, Spoil my mental by a toxin called hurtful Hit ‘em with the circle circle, followed by the dots But the cooties still attract to me despite number of shots Decide to quit cuz for a minute I forgot, That’s all this was, well to you it was a game, I decide don’t wanna play So you get mad and walk away… But when I follow then to you becomes a problem Expecting me to sit and wait should never be an option ‘Cuz I won’t do it, now it’s time to prove it Think the girl is stupid, you’ve been watchin false news clips And only so much a levy could take, Until the pressure gets too much for the gates In turn walls break as the flood takes over Can’t control my actions, an arm without a shoulder All I wanted was a shoulder, At times gotta sacrifice to get beyond the boulder Hook x2 You lead, I’ll follow Even if I end hollow Memories of you and me post dated for tomorrow, Erase it from my mind, Search for too long and overlook the sunshine Verse 2 Base Bronson Now if I lead and you follow, I’m making it right There may be no tomorrow so I’m thinking tonight I’m gonna cop us a bottle, some Henny on ice And we could sort out our problems, and that’s just a vice My dude told me I should dead it, I should take his advice Nah we don’t get it in, all we get in is fights You ain’t cookin no dinner and you dimmin the lights It really don’t get me mad, it just get me to write So I picked up the pen, but to no avail For sure I failed, so I guess it’s over, well You was tryna give signs that were shown in brail Got your ice box on cuz it’s cold as hell Now, what am I to do about the circumstances, Forgave me before but I earned them chances, You came back for more, what a hurt was granted Thinkin bout the past, that was so romantic Ha! That’s old, get over it hon, I know you liked it when I cared but I told you I’m done, You probably think it ain’t fair that we really ain’t there But you need a thoroughbred, I’m showing you one Hook x2 You lead, I’ll follow Even if I end hollow Memories of you and me post dated for tomorrow, Erase it from my mind, Search for too long and overlook the sunshine Verse 3 Tre-L You decided first so I countered out of spite Thought it made you clever, now your presence I despise… Keep on pretending that you’re right As I’m stuck in disbelief, cuz I never would believe You would treat me with deceit and not expect for me to speak, Let alone to deceive me at all Supposed to be the same team, purposely dropped the ball Nonetheless that was final of the straws Attached to the camel’s back, but the package broke it Lack of focus, only focus on what’s missing Reached a point where I’m tired of that vision So heading on a mission, no matter what the distance Destination to a place that always glistens Didn’t wanna turn my back but you refuse to listen… Just like I refuse to give in Everything is crashing down, gotta switch the viewpoint Time to hit delete since you already made your choice, Need the best yet consistently deprived, Stuck amongst the darkness for a minute but survived, Final decision’s to return to sunshine

Hook x2 If I don’t see it, why should I believe it Start to feel sluggish but I mustn’t feel defeated, If I believe it, know I can achieve it Despite the weather know the sun is beaming Verse 1 The brightest day on earth but it’s covered by a cloud, Keep truckin’ feet don’t feel now… A lot of obstacles always come inside my optical But turn a smile from a frown These clowns be tryna play me, I’m talkin on the daily So who are you to blame me or ask why I’m sippin Bailey’s Constantly tested, enormous mounts of stress Still feel blessed, tension always leaves my chest One foot then the next, then another Never ending struggle, a leopard in the jungle Close to being done but missing pieces of the puzzle Tre is off her leash again, who took the girl’s muzzle? Honestly I try don’t let it bother me, Know there’s silver linings but to find it, well that is the key Trust believe I’mma do my very best One, two, take a deep breath… Hook x2 If I don’t see it, why should I believe it Start to feel sluggish but I mustn’t feel defeated, If I believe it, know I can achieve it Despite the weather know the sun is beaming Verse 2 ‘times it feels as if I’m in a never ending pour I will overcome the storm Through the frightening nights of lightening if need be I’ll endure ‘cuz the girl is gonna soar So never mind the detours or roadblocks in my way Solid path I’m busting through barricades, throw in the grenades On a rampage, but only if it needs be Otherwise collected, cool, calm, and breezy Different levels and my peddles seem to lock up Throw the bike aside, I decide to climb my way up Get stuck, it’s aight to take a break Approach differently with a refreshened mind state Given the timeframe, I will arrive great Rather be on point than live my life as a timeslave So if I, remain positive Start to feel like Optimus Set out on a mission I ain’t finished til I conquer it Hook x2 If I don’t see it, why should I believe it Start to feel sluggish but I mustn’t feel defeated, If I believe it, know I can achieve it Despite the weather know the sun is beaming

Verse 1 Eternal the flames, no shortage or gain In a current state of apathy, well wait let me rephrase Couldn’t care less, when once I cared more Now fearless, mighty lion hear my roar Hear your words, the same words I heard before And you say it with sincerity but scarcely seem to prove it So my third eye watches warily, preparing for the ruin Call you my Brutus cuz you helped apply the bruises Call me a sucker, I mistaked your lies for trueness ‘Nother lesson proven, tell me how I can decipher People who are genuine from downright dirty liars 10, 9, 8, counting down til words expire, And seems with you, not a doubt they always do But strategically, you scheme on me, believe it must be true, A major issue that I’m having with your character Don’t say what you don’t mean and I won’t feel I’m made a travesty Hook x1 Tell me you care How much you changed If you don’t follow with your actions than your words don’t mean a thing Verse 2 Nice words I eat ‘em up, but with you I stiffen up Cuz the passion that you say them with my blood begins to rush Starts flowing from my chest, then directly to my head And I’m suddenly reminded it’s not words you really meant, Game of chess, you’re still focused on the king, But it’s not a game of checkers so I’m capturing your majesty, On a tangent cuz my mental was so damaged, Now I’m wavy as the breeze, in the tropics blowing hammocks Ship has landed so please find your nearest exit, Now held up by a menace who’s content not having friendships And I’m the type who’d rather love instead of fight, But for some reason seems to only keep on leading me to strife Searching for the comfort so it’s hard for me to muster, Up the words to say I heard but it’s equivalent to a gutter Tell me to believe you, like a fool I always try But no longer are you leading the blind Hook x1 Tell me you care How much you changed If you don’t follow with your actions than your words don’t mean a thing Verse 3 Any time that we converse it only makes the matter worse, Cuz you tell me what I want it’s like you have it all rehearsed Funny thing is that I don’t remember askin You to passify my wishes like you’re capable of magic Straight savage, think it through before you speak, Then you won’t think I’m dramatic when I tell you not to talk to me Throwin words as if you never learned their value, Deep meanings but you’re standing in the shallow Saying that you mean it for some reason isn’t good enough Tell you that I had enough cuz actions never follow up And I’d be stupid, rather I’d be more dumb To consciously subject myself into your tainted kind of love It isn’t worth it, can’t seem to find a purpose Defies the sense of logic to engage in this ordeal It’s a one side slide, only ends in my hurtin No one deserves this so its time to pull the curtains

Things don’t have to last forever to be perfect, Tell myself as I’m defining what is worthless Better by my lonely since I keep attracting serpents, So I call people my homies because friend seems too permanent ‘Least to me, can’t control how I think Paranoia tells my mind the world is out to get me I believe it cuz it damn well feels like it Got a heart too big, something like the coward lion And we all know what happens to the giants, The greater that you are, seems the harder that you break It’s the pain that follows after that’s too much for me to take So keep the wall up, surrounded by the gate Mental’s in a rage, trying not to let it reach my face Smile tightens as I’m asking how’s your day Yeah keep talkin, rather listen than to speak, Even when it’s my turn the words don’t come easily And who cares? Answer there is no one, ‘less your name is silly Tre who happens to love all ones Even those who only seem to make me hurt Tried to turn emotions off the button never seems to work Going berserk because the voices in my head returned, ‘nother lesson learned, but I learned it once before, So to answer if I followed it requires no applause… And so of course use a pen to air my thoughts

Verse 1 Funny, lesson learned but I thought already learned it In a world picture perfect, know what lies beneath the surface If it were, would’ve known you were a serpent But I would still be me so wonder would I have the courage, To halt the tracks, or to stop before it started Now I yearn to have you close, like one’s home is where the heart is Its ironic cuz I know we’re well departed, But can’t wrap my head around it, so sifting through the carnage… A neverending venture but I swear I think I’m nothing without you There’s something about you, That brought the best inside of me out, without a doubt When you’re gone sky’s nothing but clouds… Turn a smile from a frown but right now I’m feeling gloomy Out of mind but still in sight Won’t you brighten up my life like your sunlight, I said brighten up my life like your sunlight Hook x1 And I need your lovin, like the sunshine Verse 2 Back to square one, can’t fix already dones But still looking for the pieces like a mouse searching for crumbs, I’m refusing to succumb Cuz I know what I deserve, and the girl is far from dumb Progressively declining, we’re a walking oxymoron Yet our energies attract, like a neutron to a proton And I hate I can’t control it, What’s the point in tryna fight it when I damn well know it Please one more dosage, I won’t ask for anymore Give me light and then I’ll close back the door… Carry on a little longer so my bones get stronger And my love grows fonder, even though it’s from a distance You’re my source of energy, no you I lack existence… Like the Popeye to my spinach Or the mushroom to my Mario, now ensue your cameo Back into my life before I end up going comatose

Verse 1 Lone warrior in a land of fallen soldiers, Climbing over those unloyal, live to see my actions foil Walk alone, tend to do so by choice Aim to be heard, yet afraid to use my voice Make no sense, character has defects Damn if I don’t know it, who the hell are you to point it out?? Insecurities on top of my doubts, Combine the horrid thoughts, daydreams of being lost In the darkness of the forest, hear the wildebeest roar, Wake up Tre, time to fight anxieties Pushing closed the door again to demons locked inside of me, Rather enclose than to release Holding to my last breath, tell me when it’s safe to breath Eyes open, focused on the token Bridges well broken, words never spoken, Tell me when I’ve woken to a land that is golden Hook x4 Wake up you were just starting to scream Is it me or is this dream just a neverending nightmare? Verse 2 Stay patient, anxiously awaiting Mind keeps escaping, searching for a Graceland, Nah Tre’s land, island all secluded Yearn to be included but my heart can’t take the bruises Best defense is not to let them on the field, Wearing down my shield, please help me stop the screaming Could tell that this is real because it feels as if I’m bleeding, Talking internally, this is an emergency No amount of surgery so leave me like the hermits be, By my lonesome, jot another poem Fix another cold one, drink until the snow comes, Sun sets on my side, never rises Clashing of the titans, bringin the excitement Skipper’s no help if he isn’t on the boat, Wanted to invite him, caught a tickle in my throat And so the story goes, will she sink or will she float? Hook x4 Wake up you were just starting to scream Is it me or is this dream just a neverending nightmare?

Verse 1 Shirt off my back like I ain’t even need it Dirt off my shoulders, yeah I already cleaned it Bottom of the boulder, yeah I already seen it, But I also seen the top when the journey’s completed Never been a genius, far from a dummy I don’t get how ones who cause the most pain Claim they love me So troubling, deception then despair What’s troubling’s, apparent lack of care Better grab a chair, I aint nowhere near done Was prepared to dual swords then you shoot me with a gun Straight stunned when I should’ve seen it comin, Knowing something the most solid falls the hardest when it plummets Wonder while I suffer and I contemplate the news, If words don’t hurt then explain to me the bruise Swallowing my heart, hanging by a noose Didn’t wanna hear a lie but hate the truth Hook x2 Life is feeling heavy and the road is getting hard I don’t know if I’m gon’ make it very far The world is out to get me, everybody tries to test me Tell me how to live my life without a heart Verse 2 Another day another dime, More reflections of how I should’ve utilized my prime Then again what is perception without time, Who’s to say that either way wouldn’t pilgrimage to find Utopian state of mind… Euphoria, so glorious, vision so vivid Talkin white sands and live bands, views so exquisite Pushing all the throttles to the limit, Let me be real, get caught up in my feels on the daily What else do you expect, they out here tryna play me Go and capitalize on my safety, guards down Opened up so of course I’m the clown, Hardee har har take a laugh at the joke Not so funny when you’re running from a sleeping bear poked Heart’s grown cold, couldn’t warm it with a coat At a point where I am letting go of hope, Burn up all the boats Hook x2 Life is feeling heavy and the road is getting hard I don’t know if I’m gon’ make it very far The world is out to get me, everybody tries to test me Tell me how to live my life without a heart

Verse 1 Anxiety has lifted from the growing of the distance Terms have been solidified, adapted to the change So inside of me is different, more aware of my own wisdom Done committing perjury, been lying to my own face Fully engaged, observing my surroundings A mouse in a maze, with time becomes no object Made it through the puzzle, hopped the hurdles like a convict Escaping on a break, turning back defeats the concept A new mindset, brightness from the darkness Take on any monster from a big foot to the Loch Ness Broke the harness that restrained me to the pain Deep breath, I relinquish the angst… Take in the new day, see life for what it’s worth Love deep with what beats under my shirt, Finally I learned, it’s alright to put myself first Curving all the thoughts of the hurt, behind her brown eyes Hook x2 Wanna get to know me it’s all hidden in my (brown eyes) A wise mind lies behind the girl’s (brown eyes) Soul that takes a toll but keeps it hidden with her (brown eyes) An aura that glows, a never ending sunshine Verse 2 Know that I am awesome even if don’t always see it, And often times the emptiness is company I’m keeping It’s no secret, show my feelings on my sleeve Only problem is I’m in a hoodie (haha) And yeah I’m clever, use my humor as a shield Crack a joke to ease the pain that I feel… The new normal, life’s not made of portals But I’m steady on a search to find the cure to be immortal Won’t mind the getting older if I knew I’d never die, Plenty of time to say the words on my mind Beyond her brown eyes, lies a gentle tigress Useless by herself, lack of pride, a lone lioness Lack a crew of mateys though she’ll always be a pirate Embracing, not escaping, cuz she finally sees what time it is If it’s not obvious that means her time is now Bright sky, take a steer by the clouds Hook x2 Wanna get to know me it’s all hidden in my (brown eyes) A wise mind lies behind the girl’s (brown eyes) Soul that takes a toll but keeps it hidden with her (brown eyes) An aura that glows, a never ending sunshine Verse 3 As ironic as a lion who is silent, Or as vicious as a clashing of a viking and a titan, Mental’s indecisive, rather I cannot decide it So my insides kick and scream, while my tongue is in a vice grip Eyelids hide surprises cuz my vibe is mesmorizing, And evokes a sense of hope, no one longer feels the sidekick Still I hide it, rather guard it with a key So they feel as if they know me yet convey a sense of mystery And I can’t lie, sometimes the shield withers Coldest of the winters, feel my bones begin to shiver Next day a display, fairies, unicorns and rainbows See the day glow, melt away the snow One, two, now be one with the flow And so the story goes, another lost soul Deeper story than a cover could hold And through my brown eyes my story is told

Verse 1 Be the ones who deceive, call you they peoples, Need a gate to escape from all this evil Appear to be strong but my head is marked feeble So easily adjust and give support like I’m an easel Paint a canvas, depressive into manic Try to take advantage of the way my cards were handed But with every few steps, I fall backwards Definition of next to me is hazard Running out of breath as I try to get my point across Yearn to be heard but the message keeps getting lost, No one hears me, fewer understand How the girl can be cheery, flip the switch into a mad man Mind’s filled with charts, news clippings of the sort Headshots marked with darts, amongst the dark Invited to embark on a journey through my thoughts, All I need is a friend who is genuine, Not to disrespect the ones who’s currently there How’s a girl so vibrant, instantly become silent When it finally becomes her turn to open and share… Close the door back, add the padlock Douse with kerosene then strike the matchbox, Sit back indulge, as flames engulf Fire’s taking over me, suddenly controlling me Gotta get a hold of me, this isn’t how it’s s’posed to be Hook x2 Ready to handle whatever life brings, Tryna get to where the side’s green, But it gets harder every time that I breathe, All I need is someone to believe Verse 2 Visions of my wisdom growing further in the distance Try to reach it but don’t think I’ll ever make it, Lost amongst my travels is the safety of my blanket Insecurities start to take a toll, And the fare’s hiked up bout three times fold Not to mention bridge is home to a troll, Only way to get across but I’m afraid being alone Lord if you can hear me, let your presence be known Need a push to get over the hump… Try to scream but my throat has a lump, As my heartbeat pumps my anxiety rises Blood pressure climbing, no sun on the horizon So resort to kill the thoughts with a bottle, That’s reliable with volume as the answer to my problems, Don’t tell me, I’m the first to know it don’t work Temporarily it guides me through the hurt, I’m a prisoner to words, where’s the shackles? Fighting through the battle, grow weaker every tackle Tired of the beef, I ain’t talkin bout cattle So I gear up for the ride, no surprise, there’s no saddle As expected, knew the road would be rough Tempted to give up because at times seems too tough All I need to know is how I should adjust, Tell me how to judge because I often mistrust Hook x2 Ready to handle whatever life brings, Tryna get to where the side’s green, But it gets harder every time that I breathe, All I need is someone to believe