Verse 1
Be the ones who deceive, call you they peoples,
Need a gate to escape from all this evil
Appear to be strong but my head is marked feeble
So easily adjust and give support like I’m an easel
Paint a canvas, depressive into manic
Try to take advantage of the way my cards were handed
But with every few steps, I fall backwards
Definition of next to me is hazard
Running out of breath as I try to get my point across
Yearn to be heard but the message keeps getting lost,
No one hears me, fewer understand
How the girl can be cheery, flip the switch into a mad man
Mind’s filled with charts, news clippings of the sort
Headshots marked with darts, amongst the dark
Invited to embark on a journey through my thoughts,
All I need is a friend who is genuine,
Not to disrespect the ones who’s currently there
How’s a girl so vibrant, instantly become silent
When it finally becomes her turn to open and share…
Close the door back, add the padlock
Douse with kerosene then strike the matchbox,
Sit back indulge, as flames engulf
Fire’s taking over me, suddenly controlling me
Gotta get a hold of me, this isn’t how it’s s’posed to be

Hook x2
Ready to handle whatever life brings,
Tryna get to where the side’s green,
But it gets harder every time that I breathe,
All I need is someone to believe

Verse 2
Visions of my wisdom growing further in the distance
Try to reach it but don’t think I’ll ever make it,
Lost amongst my travels is the safety of my blanket
Insecurities start to take a toll,
And the fare’s hiked up bout three times fold
Not to mention bridge is home to a troll,
Only way to get across but I’m afraid being alone
Lord if you can hear me, let your presence be known
Need a push to get over the hump…
Try to scream but my throat has a lump,
As my heartbeat pumps my anxiety rises
Blood pressure climbing, no sun on the horizon
So resort to kill the thoughts with a bottle,
That’s reliable with volume as the answer to my problems,
Don’t tell me, I’m the first to know it don’t work
Temporarily it guides me through the hurt,
I’m a prisoner to words, where’s the shackles?
Fighting through the battle, grow weaker every tackle
Tired of the beef, I ain’t talkin bout cattle
So I gear up for the ride, no surprise, there’s no saddle
As expected, knew the road would be rough
Tempted to give up because at times seems too tough
All I need to know is how I should adjust,
Tell me how to judge because I often mistrust

Hook x2
Ready to handle whatever life brings,
Tryna get to where the side’s green,
But it gets harder every time that I breathe,
All I need is someone to believe