VERSE 1
Try to lack emotions by going through the motions
Hard to close your heart when it's so used to being open
Things are out of focus, everything is broken
To change things back needs more than hocus pocus
You claim it doesn't hurt, good I hope it didn't
Cuz despite what you are thinking that was never my intention
Me on the other hand I know I'm not okay,
Trapped within a maze and can't seem to find my way
Things are in a haze, life is in a daze,
Can't help but to think back to when things were amaz-
Ing, but things change like seasons
Rhyme nor reason, I don't know what I believe in
It seems time goes by faster when you're older
Shield up like a soldier, heart a little colder
Stronger than a boulder, well at least that's what I tell myself
Can't be good for others I ain't good for my own health

BRIDGE
I ain't here to brag, I ain't here to boast
Didn't come to get fly or to crack a few jokes
Turn up the beat, listen close to what she wrote
Writing each and every line from my soul

HOOK x2
If I'm always pleasing you then I'm never pleasing me
Can't win no matter who's the referree
Every dog has its' day on mine I'll catch fleas,
I was made to live in misery

BRIDGE

VERSE 2
There's a lot not being said when it needs to,
But fuck it add it on to the list of my bucket
If it wasn't for the last minute, nothing would get finished
Maybe I'm a cynic or at least my biggest critic
Searching for an image that I finally see clearly
Somebody hears me, Tre's no longer weary
Wait, take a break, wake up it's a dream
Proceed to scream cuz I'm trapped in my anxieties
No surprise to me so why is it I'm screaming
Smother inner demons by having a lack of breathing
Begin wheezing, please don't hyperventilate,
Searching for a reason 'fore I see the white pearly gates
Try to escape but I don't even know to where,
A land with no despair so I'm grasping at thin air
Swear not to care, problem is I care too much
The road is rough so prepare for the bumps

HOOK X2